Good morning Sunshine,
It was your birthday yesterday. It was my least motivated day so far. I just wanted to sit and mourn. I wanted to be sad and cry. I didn’t want to be productive. I tried to be anyway. I planted bulbs. I watered plants. I made a trip and donated to Goodwill. Maybe I’ll start teaching myself to play the guitar. You had two, so now I have two.

Remember when I was in college and you let me borrow one for a bit? I’m not sure I ever did anything productive on it but it was fun to try. Maybe I’ll go get it restrung and tuned. YouTube my way through this.

I lit the tiki torches and had some merlot for you last night. I thought about calling off work today. It’s been an emotional week. But you would have told me to go to work. So that’s what I’m trying to do.

I love you.