Good morning Sunshine,
I lost you two weeks ago.

I used to come down the stairs and greet you in the kitchen with “good morning sunshine” and you’d say “hello beautiful”. I miss coming down and turning the coffee pot on for you and the teapot on for me.

I miss the small things. And the big things.

Today I bought new patio chairs for our new deck we only bought 5 months ago. You had wanted to build planter boxes. It’s okay. I told you I’d be okay and I’m going to hold to that. My dad is coming up to build them for me. We had such plans for this huge yard. You would have been proud of me. I mowed it. I even bought an edger like you wanted. The grass looks great!

We had talked about lilacs and hibiscus plants. I got them and transplanted them. They are growing! The lilacs are even going to bloom this year I think!

Oh man I miss you. I miss picking out dinner or a tv show. I miss laying my head on your chest. I miss hearing your voice.